Thanks for the laughs ....
Cold Steel, you are in a cult. You are also on the wrong forum to be of any use to you. you need to be on an EX LDS forum as an apologist or a doubting believer.
If you want to prove your delusion is the true delusion then you need to do that against people who have left your flavour of delusion behind. yes there are some ex mormons here on this site and in this very thread talking waaaay too much sense for your cult drone mind to accept. But you'll learn more and faster against hundreds of them on the right kind of forum.
Just face it, you've been duped, you cant see the wood for the trees and are dancing the happy dance in la la land. If you like it there then great, but you are still on the wrong forum and are pissing off a great many people who have woken up by selling your cult here.
It certainly appears that you have learned nothing in your time here about cults, how they work, critical thinking skills, or anything at all for that matter.
if you want answers then you need some humility and to learn some critical thinking skills, then you need to learn stuff you dont want to hear and face the fact you have been duped. It is a very liberating experience and well worth the effort.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6OLPL5p0fMg